lets have a blast, shall we?

okay okay. i realized that ive been posting some crappy sad blog updates lately. so lets brighten things up eh? there are loads of things that im sooooo excited going to happen this week.

1) American Idol S10 is todaaaaaayy!
2) Skins S5 is just around the corner
3) Skins Us is also around the corner (im excited to see whether its good or not comparison to the original Skins)

lols. these three things are just tv's entertainment. nothing interesting for most people if you ask me.


p/s: i hate my fucking tight schedule and i hate my fucking big fat body. FUCKLIFE!

i tried so hard to forget you..

damn. i hate it when i have these kind of feelings. it's just not that cool.. yah know? i loved him. and it's making me sad just to think about it. hes the only person i ever admit to everyone that im in love with. i cry all night thinking about him but he went and posted on his tumblr that he cry all night thinking about another girl. how miserable can my life be? wait.. it can be a hell lot more miserable. but hey. life's a climb rite? (BUT I HATE CLIMBING!!!!) FUCK!

this dude.. GILA LOSER SIAL!

i dunno whether this dude im referring to follows/reads my blog but i just wanna say here.. GET A LIFE!! i hate this guy A LOT! he thinks that hes cool and popular and all those great stuff but for me, hes just a jerk! i wonder if its okay to mention his name here.. hmm? oh well, might as well just mention it here. im talking about u syawal! yes YOU! FUCK YOU! you're fat, ugly, and i hate you! so yah.. FUCK YOU! if yah having problems after reading this, then come and consult me face to face. you're just an ass hole dude.. seriously! i big, ginormous ass hole! HAH! a smack on the face eh? oh heck. im outta here. fuck yah asshole!

I was enchanted to meet you...

hey yall! it has been.. what? months now since the last time i updated my blog so i don't really know where to start. hmm.. its november already and im gonna sit for my 2nd semester's final which is at the end of this month so, right now i should be studying instead of updating my blog, no? aaanyways, i cant wait for the holiday break!! i wanna go and hang out with my friends and no need to wake up every morning and drive to classes. urgh, just the thought of it makes me tired already.

about my post title this time, it was a line from Taylor Swift's song Enchanted. i am sooooo into this song that i cant stop singing it (im singing the sing in my head right now while im typing) haha :D the lyrics just reminds me of that special someone whom i felt in love with. and its true, i WAS enchanted to meet him. and to be honest, im kinda miss him lately. i dunno why.. just like people always say, first love is hard to forget, no? oh well, thats all for now. ttyl soon. xoxo, Shilaa

hellooooooooo! :D

it has been a while since the last time i updated my blog. it was on the early april and now it's almost july already. pheww. how time past eh? anyways, i read my last blog and i did mentioned about Lee DeWyze will win this year's idol AND HE DID!!! HAHAHA!!
so enough about him. i'm a college student now. i entered at the end of may. the college was.. so-so. i still feel awkward about the whole college thingy. everything is different than the way it was in school. hmm..
and you probably noticed that i change my blogs layout and title. i just feel like changing things up. so i'll update something new soon yeah? xoxo, shilaa

April Fool's.

there's a spider on your back! HA HA! April Fool's. LOLL! :DD anyways, i got my L license already. and i watched american idol today. Lee DeWyze nailed it! and i have a feeling that he's gonna win this year. for sure. nothing much to say. so.. yah! have an awesome April Fool's day everyone hahaha (as if) :D

first step.

oh my goodness. you guys have no idea what happened this morning. i got up around 10.00, brush my teeth, rinsed my face, grab the car key and head down to the car parked next to my house. AND I DROVE IT! I DID IT! WOOHOOOOO! HAHAHAHAHAHA XDD it's been quite a long time since the last time i drove a car before. i called my friend to accompanying me while i'm driving. i'm scared to do it all by myself that's why. but i'm glad i did it. pheww.. tomorrow will be my next class. wish me luck! ;D