there's nothing much to talk today. it's 9:00 pm already and i don't usually update my blog at night. but i think we all should write blogs at night before we all go for bed. well, basically blogs are something that we summed up of anything that happened during the day. so i think writing blogs at night are wayy interesting. for me lah hee ;p
saya ni cakap je pandai tapi there's nothing interesting for me to update you guys right now. mama esok pegi hospital. insyaAllah tkde pape yg serious laa. hmm.. maybe i should write again tomorrow. i'm kinda blurr right now. ttfn :)
oh btw, i got my L license hooraayyy!
Monday, 15 March 2010
Saturday, 13 March 2010
stress released.
i did a lot of cam whoring last night. and here are some of the ugly faces i made.
okay, okay. the last two was kinda okay laa. LOLLL! how many times do i used "okay" in this paragraph? ROFLOL! orite! stress released mission COMPLETED!
okay, okay. the last two was kinda okay laa. LOLLL! how many times do i used "okay" in this paragraph? ROFLOL! orite! stress released mission COMPLETED!
sunday morning.
i woke up very early today. and people don't usually do that especially on sunday unless they wanted to go for jogging or church. anyways, i still haven't decided yet where i'm going to further my studies. if i still can do medic, i wanna go to New Zealand so badly. or should i just take A-level an go to UK? arrghhh! life is tough man! can't i just do things the easier way and earned more money and become a gazillionare? I NEED HELP!
and this picture over here does reflect how i feel right now. i am stressed out! and i need help! ASAP! PRONTO! YADA-YADA-YADA! GRRRR!
and this picture over here does reflect how i feel right now. i am stressed out! and i need help! ASAP! PRONTO! YADA-YADA-YADA! GRRRR!
Thursday, 11 March 2010
eclipse.
FINALLY! i have been dreading to watch this trailer for so long because eclipse is my favorite book by far from the twilight saga series. can't wait!
Alex Lambert.
another sad, sad day. i only have two favorite contestant on american idol. Lee Dewyze and Alex Lambert. and now only one left. Alex Lambert got voted off last night which is very shocking for me as well as everyone else who watches the show. he was so good! i still don't get it why america didn't vote for him to be on the top 12. you'll be a great artist someday Alex. i know you will because we all will cheer for you every step of the way. we love you Alex :)
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life.
life is like a roller coaster ride. sometimes it goes up, sometimes it goes down. sometimes it swirls you around and makes you wanna scream your lungs out. this is exactly how i feel over the past couple of days.
and sometimes i just wish that life moves a lot more slower than that. like a mary-go-round. there's no ups and downs. always in a circle but a little bit more nicer and prettier. maybe life just doesn't work that way. for me tho.
and sometimes i just wish that life moves a lot more slower than that. like a mary-go-round. there's no ups and downs. always in a circle but a little bit more nicer and prettier. maybe life just doesn't work that way. for me tho.
waiting.
i think everyone can relate to what my title for this blog is. sometimes waiting is good. and sometimes it's bad. for me, usually waiting is bad. just a couple of days ago, i had an awful feeling about how my results would turn out to be. but at the same time, i don't want that feelings to be true. too bad for me, the results didn't turned out that well. i had to wait for who knows how many long hours and days for that not to happened to me. but life is what it is. you just gotta accept what it offers to you no matter what.
and though that wait is over, i had to wait for another "waiting". the calls. the offers from any college that would accept me. i always wanted to go where my brother and sister went after they had their results. apparently for me, that was only a dream that i will never, in a gazillion years, achieved. right now, i just need to pray harder so that somethings good will happened. i really don't care what i get in the future. i am absolutely fine with it. it's just that, my parents means a lot to me and i don't wanna let them down, which i did, so many, many times. i just wish that i could do something that i like for myself and my parents would be proud of it.
i feel so ashamed of myself because i am the only person in this house that didn't do well in anything especially academics. my dad had this whole vision of having the entire family become a doctor. too bad i can't lived up to that expectation. sorry i had let you down dad, mum. i wish i could do anything to make it up for you guys because both of you had done so many great stuff to me and i really, really appreciate that. i promise. someday, even if it took me years, i will pay back everything and make you guys happy. i promise.
and though that wait is over, i had to wait for another "waiting". the calls. the offers from any college that would accept me. i always wanted to go where my brother and sister went after they had their results. apparently for me, that was only a dream that i will never, in a gazillion years, achieved. right now, i just need to pray harder so that somethings good will happened. i really don't care what i get in the future. i am absolutely fine with it. it's just that, my parents means a lot to me and i don't wanna let them down, which i did, so many, many times. i just wish that i could do something that i like for myself and my parents would be proud of it.
i feel so ashamed of myself because i am the only person in this house that didn't do well in anything especially academics. my dad had this whole vision of having the entire family become a doctor. too bad i can't lived up to that expectation. sorry i had let you down dad, mum. i wish i could do anything to make it up for you guys because both of you had done so many great stuff to me and i really, really appreciate that. i promise. someday, even if it took me years, i will pay back everything and make you guys happy. i promise.
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