this dude.. GILA LOSER SIAL!

i dunno whether this dude im referring to follows/reads my blog but i just wanna say here.. GET A LIFE!! i hate this guy A LOT! he thinks that hes cool and popular and all those great stuff but for me, hes just a jerk! i wonder if its okay to mention his name here.. hmm? oh well, might as well just mention it here. im talking about u syawal! yes YOU! FUCK YOU! you're fat, ugly, and i hate you! so yah.. FUCK YOU! if yah having problems after reading this, then come and consult me face to face. you're just an ass hole dude.. seriously! i big, ginormous ass hole! HAH! a smack on the face eh? oh heck. im outta here. fuck yah asshole!

I was enchanted to meet you...

hey yall! it has been.. what? months now since the last time i updated my blog so i don't really know where to start. hmm.. its november already and im gonna sit for my 2nd semester's final which is at the end of this month so, right now i should be studying instead of updating my blog, no? aaanyways, i cant wait for the holiday break!! i wanna go and hang out with my friends and no need to wake up every morning and drive to classes. urgh, just the thought of it makes me tired already.

about my post title this time, it was a line from Taylor Swift's song Enchanted. i am sooooo into this song that i cant stop singing it (im singing the sing in my head right now while im typing) haha :D the lyrics just reminds me of that special someone whom i felt in love with. and its true, i WAS enchanted to meet him. and to be honest, im kinda miss him lately. i dunno why.. just like people always say, first love is hard to forget, no? oh well, thats all for now. ttyl soon. xoxo, Shilaa

hellooooooooo! :D

it has been a while since the last time i updated my blog. it was on the early april and now it's almost july already. pheww. how time past eh? anyways, i read my last blog and i did mentioned about Lee DeWyze will win this year's idol AND HE DID!!! HAHAHA!!
so enough about him. i'm a college student now. i entered at the end of may. the college was.. so-so. i still feel awkward about the whole college thingy. everything is different than the way it was in school. hmm..
and you probably noticed that i change my blogs layout and title. i just feel like changing things up. so i'll update something new soon yeah? xoxo, shilaa

April Fool's.

there's a spider on your back! HA HA! April Fool's. LOLL! :DD anyways, i got my L license already. and i watched american idol today. Lee DeWyze nailed it! and i have a feeling that he's gonna win this year. for sure. nothing much to say. so.. yah! have an awesome April Fool's day everyone hahaha (as if) :D

first step.

oh my goodness. you guys have no idea what happened this morning. i got up around 10.00, brush my teeth, rinsed my face, grab the car key and head down to the car parked next to my house. AND I DROVE IT! I DID IT! WOOHOOOOO! HAHAHAHAHAHA XDD it's been quite a long time since the last time i drove a car before. i called my friend to accompanying me while i'm driving. i'm scared to do it all by myself that's why. but i'm glad i did it. pheww.. tomorrow will be my next class. wish me luck! ;D

nostalgia.

had a little chit chat with a friend of mine. can't believe i'm gonna say this but.. I MISS SCHOOLS!! THERE! the only place i ever call hell and i missed it. i miss the fun we all had in class. i miss cracking some jokes. i miss gossiping even though we all had a lot of works to do. but i still and always will hate the learning stuff. LOLL!
anyways, there's nothing much to talk about. i got a letter from UPM today. too bad they didn't offer anything that caught my interest. well, i still need to apply to any colleges before the end of this month. i'm still undecided on where i'm going and what course am i going to take. oh well.. we'll see how it goes :)

depressed.

yesterday was a lot of fun. i went out with my two girlfriends, shopping. and today was.. meh ;\ and before that, today is my brother's birthday and also my "husband", Anis hahahaha :DD happy birthday to both of you.
well moving on, i'm kinda depressed today because i had to do a lot of works. chores of course. and when i get tired, i'm so not in the mood. urgh! i thought i was gonna let it all out here but no words can describe how i feel right now. therefore, i think i'm gonna stop here for a while..

p/s: pictures of me with my one of my best friend, Syafiqah :)