*sighing* ouh lord

ive been in love before.completely unconditionally and irrevocably in love w/ him.bla,bla,bla..~ then i got sick of waiting for him.im sick of pretending to smile and be happy in front of him.so,i tried to forget him.it works! and im glad it does.sadly,somewhere beneath there in a little tiny space of my heart,i still have feelings for him.ouh lord..why on earth is this happening to me??
sappyy shilaa;(