Thursday 21 May 2009

21st is a good day

The one thing i love about being connected with people is that i can grow with you guys.

we are all going through lots of the same things

and i love that i can relate to all of you.

there is one thing that kind of hurts if i may share with you guys, a word that no one should be called when they are growing is... hypocrite.

my reasoning behind me disliking this word is because i believe we are all changing, growing and learning new things about ourselves everyday. I dont know about you guys but i feel like a complete different person from when i was 13, 14, and 15 and im pretty sure this feeling will occur again.

Things that we may have liked or loved 1 year ago may be things we wont ever mention again and don't want to either.

I remember when i was 12 telling my friends i would never ever wear dresses because i thought they were too prissy. Now I own more floral dresses than pants. Or how i hated mustard and gagged at the sight of it, now I will not touch a hotdog without it. I also said that I would never fall in love until i was much older to really understand the word.....


I am trailing off but my question for you guys is what have you said that may be completely different now? Its an interesting conversation starter I must say

The bummer about that part for me is i kind of get documented saying it..........

and I would love the chance to grow and CHANGE with you of course, that is if you allow me to...

if you give me that chance i will be forever grateful.

thank you.


“Forgiveness does not change the past, but it does enlarge the future.”




God bless


Shila <3

1 comment:

Anis Farhanah said...

bebehh. what made you post this post? post this post? haha. sounds weird. tk kena, tk kena. anyway, yeahh. i must admit, everyone hates hypocrisy (or is it spelled as hypocracy? im confused -_-'). dudette, you really typed from your heart didnt ya? betul lah. i felt the same thing. i regret fr what i've said (bad things) in the past. but, tkpela. we're learning pun kan as we live. so it was a lesson fr me. this time, i'll make sure i'll be careful whenever i say things to ppl ;))). you too aite? :* HAHAHA. weyy. pernah dgr all or nothing tk? nostalgia oo dgr lagu tu. :)