memories

i'm still stoke about what i dreamt last. & now i can get him outta my head. it has been years now since the last time i saw him. i can't help myself not to think about what hppnd between us because NOTHING really hppnd. in my dream, i was asking him "where have you been? i havn't seen you in ages." then he was lke, "shila, i was here all the time". & then i woke up. gahd that just freaks me out. i need to call him. or at least ask someone whether they still in contact with him. after i woke up last night, i realize that i still miss him..badly. urghhhhh! why do life always be this complicated for me???? i miss you hafiz xoxo -shilaa